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0bsessions:
Hooray!
I just got an E-Mail from the corporate offices at work. Apparently, they're giving us the the day after Christmas and the day after New Years off due to their proximity to the weekend and letting us out two hours early Christmas Eve and New Years Eve!
This is great on multiple levels. Most importantly, I was getting kind of worried about Christmas Eve. Having to travel up to NH to see my family after getting out at five PM and then working the day after Christmas was going to suck. Now, instead of that, I not only have the ability to head up at 3:00 instead, thus avoiding a lot of the travel rush, I also get two four day weekends in a two week period!
mooface:
dear a bloo bloo blog thread,
feel free to skip over my whining, i just really need to vent.
i have found a new group of friends who are really awesome. i already had friends - i'm not that sad. but this is the first time in two years that i've got a group of people who i truly connect with and totally get along with. they're fun to be around, down to earth, out of the ordinary. i'm pretty much in love.
of this group of people, there is one girl who was already my friend. actually, she's probably been my best friend these past couple years. she has been my good friend despite the fact that she is an incredibly self-absorbed and melodramatic person - and absolutely insufferable whenever men are around. she constantly has to be the center of attention, especially with guys, which leads her to act like a total idiot around them in a variety of ways.
none of this has ever truly bothered me before because it never directly affected me. she's very flawed but in the end she genuinely strives to be a good person and she's always tried to do her best by me as a friend. if anything, i've always gotten upset by her behavior for her sake - she always ends up hurting herself because of her self-delusion.
in all of this i have always been very straightforward with her about what i think of her actions. i give her the most honest and direct advice i can whenever she asks me for it (which is often). however, all her life she has been used to having people telling her how wonderful and flawless she is, and nodding along with every decision she makes... so she really does not appreciate my approach. recently she has decided to just no longer tell me things... which as mean as it sounds i actually kind of prefer.
what this has to do with anything:
one of our new friends is a guy (let's call him billy) who is very cute and charismatic and nice and flirty. every time we hang out she is all over him. this creates problems because she constantly has to dominate all the attention. this is frustrating and annoying because instead of being able to chill out and be normal i have to constantly compete with her if i want to so much as exchange a few words with him. i confronted her about this and told her to back off a bit because she was being over the top, but she just played dumb.
then she told me that she had a crush on billy. this is absolutely ridiculous because she is pretty much dating/crushing over 5 other guys at the moment. i told her that she just felt that way because he is cute and nice... but that it was obviously nothing more because he is not her type at all. i also told her that it would honestly upset me if they went out because it would only end badly. she seemed to agree with me, but she also thinks that billy is in love with her because she is so full of herself that she doesn't realize that he flirts with her as much as he does with anything with breasts (including me). when i tried to explain this to her she seemed to think i was just saying it because i'm jealous.
now i just found out from our mutual friend that she is planning to go out on a date with billy. after she said this she laughed and said that "she wins"... as in she wins over all the other hundred girls who have crushes on him. as if it's some sort of competition.
i am absolutely livid. i told her outright what i thought, and she completely disregarded my feelings and went behind my back. even if i try and talk her out of it i know she won't listen just how she NEVER listens to me when i try and talk her out of her asinine ideas. now she is going to go out with him, realize that he is just a big goof, treat him like shit and break up with him, and the dynamics of the friendship will be totally shattered.
while all this is happening she has pretty much been sneaky and weird with all our friends - as if she has to compete with me to prove that she's the better friend. as i've already written an essay i won't go into details - but it's incredibly frustrating because in order to not be totally cast in her shadow i have to purposefully compete for attention. it's either that or get forgotten as she smothers everyone with her over the top, saccharine generosity - which no one besides me is able to see is completely fake.
i am so glad i am leaving rome. i need to break away from all the shitty people around me.
Jace:
Did you talk to Billy about it? That's what I would do, especially if he is a cool guy.
Alex C:
I wouldn't. Her friend decided that pursuing a boy was worth upsetting her. It's kinda shitty, and things could definitely turn out bad, but really, I don't think there's much that can be done with the 3rd party that wouldn't seem passive aggressive at best or out right vindictive at worst. Sometimes all you can do is reevaluate the worth of the friendship and move from there. It sucks, but that's life. Overall, I'd say just venting was the right move.
Barmymoo:
I had a friend who basically felt that pursuing a relationship (in this case with a girl who I was mad about) was more important than considering my feelings. Cutting off from her has proven to be the best thing I've done in the last two years, I am much happier now and we're back on civil speaking terms, although we'll never be friends again. So basically, anecdotally I'd say that you should maybe take a break from her and see if it sorts things out one way or another.
Frog head, I am definitely going to study law next year! I have an offer from a university which requires me to get 320 UCAS points, including at least one 6 module qualification. Considering that I already have 370 points, this means getting an E in one of the five subjects I'm sitting. I'm not sure that statistically it'd be possible for me to fail that many exams when I've already passed 50% of the modules, so I'm stopping worrying now :-)
Also I learnt to knit last night! I'm not very good at it yet but practice will help, I'm sure.
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