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Dream Log
Masterbainter:
Okay, I really didn't want to post this, but it's been bothering me all day and I can't tell RL people.
Dream (part 1): Setting: My hometown but it is a little more advance in terms of stuff is cleaner people seem more decent and just a more relaxed feeling about it.
I am walking along the only 4 lane street and I come across my ex girlfriend (really long story but she is widely not accepted by my family/friends nor myself.. well at least she shouldn't be accepted by me). She is trying to talk to me about possibly giving her yet another chance and I don't want to hear it so I start running. I fun so fast that I am able to make each block in 2 or 3 strides.
As I look back I see her trying to follow me, but she is no where near as fast and soon is in the very far far distance behind me till she just vanishes.
I turn up a street and head to my parent's house...dream fades...
Dearm (part2): Setting: The basement of my parents house but isn't the house I remember growing up in.
The dream fades in with me in the a room in the basement. I am sitting on my bed talking to my ex girlfriend. She is persistance with her badgering me on starting a relatioship back up with her. I eventually give in and am reluctantly taken into my bed in which I do "things" with her. We finish and I feel a moment of happiness as I hold onto her. I hear foot steps upstairs and my happy feeling soon turns into dread as I know now my little fantasy of having her again is going to be made public... dream fades...
Dream (part3): Setting: around the house
I am trying to avoid my parents and friends as they are trying to confront me about what has happened. My dad finally gets a hold of me and starts yelling and telling me what a fool I am. My friends look at me as if i've killed someone (which I haven't). My now ex ex girlfriend is mad at me for not standing up for her. I am confused on how to handle this situation. I regret hooking back up with her but feel it shoudln't be my fault because she pursued till I gave in. I also feel like a weak person for giving in, but also feel as though I should be able to feel good.
Is there a moral? I haven't even thought of or talked to her recently. Why have a dream about her now?
One other thing, I spent last night with my girlfriend with her sleeping next to me. It's so hard when you are seeing someone and you have dreams about past relations and you can't say anything and they know its bothering you. It throws off my whole day. I think I need meds or better coping skills.
Emaline:
So how old are you again?
Fishboy:
Approximately twelve, by my estimate.
Emaline:
After reading his post history, I am pretty sure you are right.
Maybe, he is a joke account. Please?
Masterbainter:
I do tend to joke around alot.
Was I wrong in posting my dream? I'm very confused by your statements and they tend to be condescending in my view. I could be wrong though.
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