I got an ant farm today, it was entertaining to assemble.
However, I was not able to find sufficient ants to populate it.
Tomorrow, I set traps!
I thought you sent away for them?
Patrick, I am with James and Inlander. Dude, just cool off your hormones for a bit! Just stop thinking about ladies all the damn time. Seriously. You have all the time in the world to reproduce, and to practice reproducing. So cool your jets! I know you are saying you're just upset about the inconvenience, but dude, you don't even need to worry about that shit. Don't dwell on it! Don't even think about it! Just worry about important things right now. Getting a job, getting paid, getting your shit sorted. That way, when the time comes, you will be ready and not so god damn co-dependent. Live your life for yourself for once!
Anyway, I'm freaking out that I am not going to be able to get a job because I don't have any interview clothes, or any nice clothes to wear to work once I get a job because I went from being in the public eye often, to working in a warehouse and not caring about my clothes. And now I'm freaking out that A) I will not be able to afford clothes(I'm getting $128 a week unemployment) and b)that I will not find clothes because nothing seems to carry my size! Panic attacks, ahoy!
I also can't sleep, and when I do I have dreams about zombies, or marrying my boyfriend and then something goes horribly wrong. Last nights dreams were: Escaping zombies, but somehow they knew how to use chainsaws to cut apart our barricade, so we were fucked(and somehow zombies are always kinda smart in my dreams. I had one previously where one zombie wouldn't attack us if we had on clown make up, or masks, because he was also a clown.) The other dream involved a music festival, my boyfriend proposing to me, and when I said yes, I found out he didn't have his original soul anymore, and it was inside a mouse, but he could never be himself again. wtf.
But yeah, I've got 20 job applications to fill out and a resume to fix and I need to come up with more than two people to be my references.