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Blog Thread III : Look Who's Blogging Now
Skibas_clavicle:
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--- Quote from: Skibas_clavicle on 12 Feb 2010, 15:45 ---I don't think I've ever felt so physically and emotionally drained. I've been incredibly socially isolated this past week and have been pretty much going insane. I actually had the worst panic attack I've ever had on Wednesday night (which is saying a lot for someone formally diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder) where I literally just had to turn off all the lights and lie in my bed in the fetal position to avoid throwing up and hyperventilation. I also just had an emergency root canal this afternoon. Honestly, I just want to stop being in pain without any pharmacological aid. Plus, the only person who can understand how shitty I've been feeling this whole week in its entirety is unreachable. I'd really love a hug and some talk time from my best friend right now but she's in India and that's that.
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man, word UP Julia, I have severe panic attack disorder and i was totally okay for about a year and then all of a sudden now I have been freaking out almost every day and my sleep patterns keep getting fucked up and the other day i had two hours of sleep because of i was so freaked out i couldn't stop twitching, and when i woke up i had another attack really bad and i tried to get up and fell (like a half faint, the world fades to black and i float and i snap out of it mid-fall) and cracked my hand on my bed frame. luckily i am the Messiest Human Being so the rest of my body landed on soft dirty clothes. i finally made a drs appt, i'd gone off my drugs (effexor i love you) when i quit school, and the earliest i can get in is the 24th. oh my god i cannot wait i cannot wait! when i first got diagnosed with it, i found out almost every lady on my dad's side has it, and i was like why the fuck didn't ya'll tell me this sooner, wtf. mine still isn't as bad as my gramma's, she can't go anywhere with a lot of people or she faints, whereas i feel more comfortable in a crowd as i feel more invisible.
okkervil river helps me. maybe it will help you? (no really, it is even better than the effexor, and i love effexor, specifically the velocity of saul at the time of his conversion)
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Haha, aw! That was like actually the like nicest message, made me feel better! *HUGS* I've got Generalized Anxiety Disorder about 4-5 years ago, and I never went on drugs for it because I just didn't want to be medicated. In the past three year, I've been doing really well, like finding better ways of handling it, but the past two-three weeks were just a mess of bizarre circumstances that caused a total freak out. I'm still pretty off but it's my reading week right now (spring break, if you will), so I'm taking it easy. The only bad part is I can't drink since I'm on meds for my root canal for the next couple days. I'm basically gonna get so drunk when I finish them! Hope the effexor helps you, soon, too!
sean:
holy fuck i knew it was supposed to snow again today but it was supposed to be flurries and these are not flurries no way not even a little bit >:c
Barmymoo:
Gah gah gah why does my job interview for summer camp have to be on the same day as Varsity WHY? I have to be at the rink in Oxford by 3; the only way to get there is by bus; the bus journey is three and a half hours long. Unless my job interview is finished by 10.30 at the very, very latest I will not manage it.
ARGH ARGH ARGH.
tania:
this is the best day off ever, everything is closed so i have basically spent the entire day in bed reading and just going to sleep whenever i feel like it. i think i slept like 15 hours thus far today. going back to work tomorrow and resuming my seven days of work a week schedule is really going to stink but man do i feel relaxed right now.
Skibas_clavicle:
God Bless "Family Day". I'm basically in the same frame of mind. I'm currently about to take a nap from this red meat buzz I've got going on. Mmmmm, extremely large burger...
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