Zingoleb, you are such a gay ass bitch fag and I hate your guts.
Ok, not true at all. I think you are quite alright. What'd you get your ears pierced at?
Blog thread, my mom is insane.(Warning: This post may get tmi-y) As in really actually I'm beginning to think she should be institutionalized. Or not allowed to be left alone with my siblings. Or something. I could go into a lot of long boring details, but I'll try to keep it short. Basically, she goes out of her way to make her life miserable. She and I both post on this one webboard that has maybe 15 other posters. She recently posted that my aunt(who she is fairly close with, or was) went on a trip to the zoo with their mutual friends, and didn't even invite her. In truth, my aunt posted on her facebook "I'm going to the zoo! Who wants to come along?" and the people that she went with posted. My aunt doesn't randomly call people to invite them to thing. She just doesn't work like that. So if my mom would have said something to her on her facebook, or called her, or answer her phonecalls, my mom could have went along. And I know my mom saw this status update on facebook, because she is on there all the time.
When I saw that post, I responded to it saying "Take your phone away from Katie(My little sister. Her excuse for never answering her phone is that Katie always has it). Misty told me she tried calling you earlier and you didn't answer, and whenever I call you never answer." Her response at that time was that her phone was in her bedroom and she was currently suck in the livingroom being a bed for the cats, and then listed off how first this cat was laying on her, then this one, and now this one, and because of all of this, she could go answer her phone. Bullshit.
Then there is her bullshit with men. Ugh. First of all, she bitches constantly on this webboard about her lack of a sexlife. I realize this is weird for her daughter to know, but at this point I've become so alienated from all this bullshit that I can just view it at a clinical level. Anyway, she complains that she and my dad, her husband, never have sex. The only time they do is when she is on ambien. I'm sorry, but if the only time that you can have sex is when your brain is chemically altered, something tells me that it is your fault that you aren't having sex. Not his, even though you love to blame him. She is completely disrespectful to my dad, and fails to see it. Yeah, my dad is really socially awkward, and makes a lot of mistakes, and maybe he is kind of a dumbass, but no one deserves to be treated the way she treats him. I hate my father. He was gone from my life for 10 years. He left us behind. When he came back, she instantly forgave him(because oh my god there is a man and he is giving me attention) and they got married and he was a douche(He comes from a hoosier military family that still refers to African American's as "coloreds," please note that my dad does not do this.). But even now, I can forgive him. Especially with the way she treats him.
And since she doesn't even want to pretend to like my father(yet, won't divorce him, or try to maintain something resembling a slightly healthy normal relationship with him until the kids are gone), she has to get attention from other men. First it was some dude we will call K, who also posted on this webboard. She met him in Chicago for a Pearl Jam show, and they drunkenly fooled around, and then she fucking bragged about it. You are bragging about cheating on your husband, who was at home watching your 7 children, you fucking cunt. She and K used to stay up all night and send each other dirty ims and pms. It was fucking sick. K was/is married and had one kid. Recently, his wife became pregnant, and he has gotten a job(for the majority of their relationship he was unemployed due to mass layoffs at his work). So K hasn't really been around much, he's been ignoring my mom's emails and pms, hasn't posted in a long while. I say good riddance, but of course she is upset.
Or was until she got in touch with an old friend from high school. We will call him D. Now she and D stay up all night talking. And she says they are just "helping" each other. Bull fucking shit. Last night she posted this:
Plans changed.
I am currently sitting here watching videos, from the St Louis show, on the tube.
But I did get this message a little while ago at facebook
"You should make a CD for me of pj"
and then this
"And then we can listen together."
and then this one
"I can get out your way around 10"
Should I be scared?
I think I'm going to watch videos and be in bed by ten, I'm tired.
which was then followed by
I have 4 kids here, anyone should be scared to come over.
Plans changed again, drinking, listening to Tool, chatting with a friend.
Fuck he just sent me another message that he's been growing a beard for me.
What. The. Fuck. My dad has been out of town for the week. And now she is pulling this shit. She tries to make it seem like this is not what she wants, but she continues to perpetuate it. I am so pissed at her for this crap. Fucking sack the hell up, and pull the god damn plug. Divorce your husband, and fuck all these guys that you want, or stop fucking dragging them in and save your god damn marriage.
Then there is her bullshit with food. My mom is overweight. Always(as long as I have known her) has been, and always will be. She is a anorexic and a bulimic. Or has tried both, anyway. And is constantly doing atkins. She will sit there and rant about how bad bread is, and how she is such a horrible person for eating a peanut butter sandwich. She goes on days long "broth diets" where all she does is drink broth(beef or chicken). She refuses to actually exercise to lose weight, and eats like a fucking crazy person. I could support her diet if a)it was working, b)it was healthy, or c)she was actually proactive about losing weight in a sane normal way.
And then her fucking Pearl Jam/Eddie Vedder bullshit obsession. Ugh. Don't even get me started on that.
Anyway. I needed to rant, so thanks for that, but overall, what should I do? My mom and I are close, or sometimes we are. I don't want to hurt her feelings and I don't want her to hate me, but this behavior has got to stop. Its fucking ridiculous. I want her to act like a god damn adult. 22 years and she has yet to do that. All I want is for her to be mature.
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