I'm in Marten's boat; it may seem weird, but I really am not sure I'm up for fun at social occasions. Oh sure, they're great when you're in them, but before and especially after it's anxietyville about what should or shouldn't have been done; did I make too many corny jokes, scratch my ear too much, have too many chips, on and on and on. However, I also don't know how the hell to tell if someone's into me. Sure, stances and proximity and other stuff, but either I've always failed to notice the signs, or there never have been any signs to look for. And the latter is really depressing, so I try to avoid thinking about that possibility.
Having anxiety about posting this now, in fact.