when i am like that i make people send me lolcats or random pictures of things that are cute. understandably, your results may vary. i am in the same boat as you jace; and i'm gonna sign the paperwork for a loan tomorrow to pay off my medical debt so it doesn't fuck up my credit TOO bad. i have the benefit of being a bank employee so the interest rate probably won't be that bad, but i can't afford things as is now so how will i afford that? who knows! i'm applying for a liquor store gig tomorrow so hopefully i get that, then i'll be getting taxes back, and then if i still can't make it work, i can change my student loan payments to income adjusted (i have bank of nd-i have crazy tiny interest because of my awesome socialist bank, and they still have lots of things to help) my parents want to help me but i don't want it. so hopefully... i guess i am pretty dang lucky to have parents who are really nice and don't spend money ever. i had the biggest baddest panic attack/cryfest i have probably ever had the other night though.
in other news, my boyfriend is the most intelligent sleep-talker i've ever met. sometimes i'll have a conversation with him, and it'll make sense, so i'm not sure if he's actually sleeping. so one time, he was talking in his sleep about caves. i asked him what the difference between stalactites and stalagmites are, and he explained it to me, and he was right so i thought he must have been awake. he was not.