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Slick:
OK so I am in pastry school.
OK so I drew short straw and ended up on the morning shift for the first two weeks (6:30AM).
OK so the like two shows I was really stoked for seeing are on weeknights and will probably run past last call (2:00AM)
Thought this was a problem until I realized solution: sleep through the day, rock out at night, bake bread in the morning, repeat.
OK so this is going to be the greatest best thing ever.

snalin:

--- Quote from: Patrick on 13 Sep 2010, 09:08 ---I was having a shitty night the night before last, and a stranger saw me walk out of a 7/11 with a 4Loko in my hand, said I looked like I was having a terrible night, offered to smoke me out, smoked me out, talked me out of the idea of killing myself, and drove me home.

The kindness of a complete stranger saved my life. I seriously had a huge stash of codeine cough medication that I was going to mix with that 4Loko in my stomach. I threw it all out in a dumpster 5 miles from my apartment. It'll suck if I get sick now because I'll have none of my cough drops, but whatever. I just can't believe that shit happened.

--- End quote ---

You should probably do something drastic about your situation. Strangers isn't going to be around every night stuff is shitty. I'm not sure why, but you seem like a nice, talented guy, and it's not a good thing when one in every three of your posts lately are about offing yourself. I'm not going to tell you what to do, but something is a pretty good start.

As long as something isn't stronger dope than what you are taking, since having something you can OD on close at hand when depressed is a really fucking bad idea.

Patrick:
Well it does not help that I don't feel like I can control my own actions

I don't make terrible decisions because I want to, I make terrible decisions because I am not the one in my head anymore. I know that the actions I take aren't even close to the best options, but I'm not even in control of myself anymore

Least, I sure as fuck don't feel like I am

Lunchbox:
My mother has had food problems for the past 20 years and she's still getting sick, so I have very little faith in doctors finding out what's wrong. Mind you, she refused to cut out tea after she'd been diagnosed (for like the millionth time) with Salicylate intolerance, so maybe that's part of her problem. She is a stubborn woman.
My boyfriend's mum told me of her friend who had the Hydrogen breath test and was diagnosed with Fructose intolerance. I looked it up and the symptoms do seem more like mine than salicylate (which is what I'd sort of been trialling, except I haven't given up tea yet either, although tonight I will buy some decaf.) Anyway I'll talk to her tonight and see if I can book into her doctor.

Zingoleb:
Today, knowing it was going to be cold, I put on my hoodie and wool trenchcoat and walked to work. It was gloriously beautiful - the clouds were this beautiful pink and orange, and the landscape just glowed, and I felt like I had stepped into this Maxfield Parrish painting. Then I saw a rainbow, stretching from one side of the horizon to the other, just bright neon pink and slowly resolving into colour, and I turned around to look behind me and the sunrise was exploding this fantastic colours and it was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen, and that's when it started thunderstorming.

When I got home I ate ice cream, read Neverwhere and napped.

Lunchy: The problem with decaffeinated is that they're usually using chemicals that cause other problems to decaffeinate - oddly enough, one of the biggest effects of decaffeination chemicals is an increased heart rate. So much for calming you down, right? (I know that's not what you're thinking about switching for, just saying) Water processed decaffeination is pretty safe, but it seems really rare that anyone actually uses it.

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