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Re: Whatever, Let's Have A Goddamn Blog Thread, But Try And Keep It Reasonable, pt B
Ladybug:
Man, everyone is sick nowadays! My youngest brother was sick last weekend/early this week, and then my mom got sick, and now I'm sick. And two of the three people I've spoken to on my floor have been sick this past week, and more than half of their families.
I had a fever of 39,5/103 degrees this morning. Took some Paracet, which is helping, but I still feel pretty awful. However, lying in bed watching skiflying and The Mentalist isn't too bad now that the headache is less pressing. And I may get some knitting and planning done, since exercising obviously isn't going to happen.
Emaline:
Dear Blog Thread,
Being in love with friends who are taken AND not interested sucks. A lot.
Actually, I refuse to believe that I could actually love someone, and moreso, this is not love at all, so I am not actually in love with anyone. Its not lust either, not just lust anyway. I like more than this dude's awesome body and hotness. I love talking to him and hearing his voice, and so many other things to.
But its not love. And it isn't lust. I just have a ridiculous impossible crush on an impossible friend. Who I happen to feel very very close to. Sadly. And he is taken(which in my fucked up head, is good news, and I am really happy and excited for him. Le sigh). And even when we were fucking around, he wasn't interested in much more(which I was fine with because he was filling a need for me, and I wasn't nearly as emotionally attached to him as I am now). But now that need he was filling I decided wasn't something I wanted just anyone to do, and he got a girlfriend, and now we talk more often than we used to now, and everything is pathetic because you can tell he is a lot happier than he used to be, and I love that, and that is why I love talking to him, and I know its because he got a ladyfriend, and its stupid that I have this stupid pathetic crush on him.
And its all really pathetic. And it hurts. And my instant reaction to get over it is to go out and have those needs filled by random people who I will never see again, and while it may make me moderately content, it'll make things worse and is depressing and fuck I don't want to do that.
Also, I need to move to somewhere where the Faint play a lot, and always get free tickets/on the guestlist. So I can just dance forever.
Josefbugman:
*hug* it seems like you need one.
I was in the exact same situation (genders reveresed) for three years, the boyfriends came and went and I just wanted her to be happy. It hurt, it still does if I am honest and it will probably continue to until you can find someone else you can connect with and feel for. But its possible to deal with, concentrate on other things and deal with the feeling as best as you can, talk it over with other friends if you think they will understand.
I can't say going out and doing the underpants charleston would be what I would choose to do in this situation, maybe you could try and think about it, gain perspective on it and then start thinking about falling in love again.
Anyway, just my 2 pence, probably worthless, but its honest.
Cire27:
Blog thread, what does it mean for me to have sexual dreams about a friend that I would never ordinarily be interested in? It's not that she isn't attractive, it's that she is with one of my best friends. It's quite disturbing to wake up in the middle of the night with my adrenaline pumping and feeling like I just ran into a wall of air. Especially since I'm pretty much only interested in one girl at the moment.
Ugh, being a teenager.
öde:
--- Quote from: Cire27 on 10 Jan 2009, 08:20 ---Blog thread, what does it mean for me to have sexual dreams about a friend that I would never ordinarily be interested in?
--- End quote ---
It means you're a normal male teenager.
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