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Re: Whatever, Let's Have A Goddamn Blog Thread, But Try And Keep It Reasonable, pt B
Fenriswolf:
Shit man. That sucks.
I don't know what to tell you. Good luck with that? I have spent the last 3 weeks trying to get up the courage to start my antidepressants and focus on getting my life in order but so far I'm fucking terrified of screwing with my head and won't be able to afford a psychologist for a couple of months so instead have continued on with hiding from my life without even work to distract me because I quit to get away from a hideous passive-aggressive environment. Wow that was a long sentence.
Oh and I've been neglecting my dogs literally for months because of my anger issues and fear of taking it out on them when we do go for walks, and don't have the attention span to play with them properly I just make sure they're fed and given toys and get a cuddle every day. This is half of what's pushing me to do something about my non-functionality. :|
Fenriswolf:
Fuck, pagebreak.
Good luck with the interview KvP. It's not winter here but re: friends and isolation that's definitely exacerbating my issues as I don't really do trusting people so have friends but just don't get close to people and it's not working out so great. *sigh* Yeah, I'm feeling sorry for myself, bite me. :wink:
RedLion:
--- Quote from: KvP on 19 Dec 2008, 22:40 ---What you need is some sort of outlet
--- End quote ---
Yeah, you're right. It's just I'm not sure what, besides starting to go back to the gym again. I play music, but that doesn't really help to make me un-angry, and sometimes I'm so "bleh" that I don't even derive any pleasure from it.
Eli:
Bleh, Blog Thread, I don't get to go see the Flaming Lips after all. My boyfriend, his sister, and I were going to take his dad to go see them in OKC on New Year's Eve to celebrate his birthday. It would be a 10 hour drive and I'd have to take the 31st and 1st off. Sadly, those are blackout dates at my work because they're holidays and nobody can request them off. I'm really bummed about this and to make things worse, my boyfriend is swaying on the side of not going because I can't go. I don't understand why because he's seen them before and lists it as one of the best shows he's been to. I'll probably be working at least one of those days, if not both, so it's not like he'll be missing very much time with me. I mean I'd miss him, but I don't think I'm worth missing a cool concert over.
Barmymoo:
Internet, I am so bored.
I went out last night and stopped at a friend's, but I had to leave at eleven and I don't have work til half four so I've been in the library for three hours. I can't shake the feeling I should be doing something useful even though it's the holidays. Gah.
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