I'm jumping on the healthy train.
There was a time I worked out everyday, but due to my inconsistant work schedule (opening the store at 5:30 in the morning, getting off at 1:30 or 2) I find myself coming home and just simply passing out. I work at a Panera Bread, with a 65% discount I still struggle to eat decently (Bread store=Fat). I'm a bit of a gluttonous person, I indulge in food until I feel as if I'm going to vomit. Then at times I forget to eat, don't have time to or just cannot afford it. Lately, after reading this thread I've tried the small meals idea. I feel a whole lot better after trying it, it's hard to stick with though.
I'm not an outdoors type person, I do love to float around my swimming pool, using my arms to hold me up and curl my legs into my chest tightening my stomach muscles, but it's winter and I'm moving from my parents house at the end of January. I want to get rid of my little "pouch" on my stomach, tighten my thighs (I'm about to turn 20 and have noticed I'm getting cellulite), under my arms, my lower back (muffin top), and my "armpit area" (don't know a decent term for that). I've noticed when wearing tank tops my arms appear huge, and I'm self consious of the extra tiny folds I have in the arm pit area. I look about 20 pounds bigger than what I really am.
Ugh those arms:
Thing is, no matter what I do I cannot lose that pouch, my stomach is flat until about an inch before my belly button then it's like a akward bump. I can sit there and do 200 crunches (I don't feel anything when I do sit ups) almost every day, it does not go away. I know I have really strong stomach muscles, it's just getting rid of that little sack of annoying fat I've been trying to lose since I was 17.
I have DDR, and I have a exercise ball. DDR is my way of doing atleast some cardio. I don't make enough money to go to a gym, I have fit tv.. I used to do Gileads Body Sculpt, I loved it. I wanted to buy the DVDs but never really did, and I'm not financially able to at this point.
My diet is horrible which may be why I have a hard time losing the tummy fat. I've cut back on fast food and soda, mcdonalds maybe once a month when I'm in desperate need of food.
I have a hard time finding energy to do anything, and I have constant migraines. So going to the store to shop for simple things, or cooking a meal is hard for me. I'm not lazy, I want to do all of these things, I went to a club with a friend a few months ago and all I wanted to do was sit there because I was so tired I couldn't dance or anything. My boyfriend pointed out to me that I may have bad blood circulation, we were in bed on night and his feet touched mine and he about jumped out of bed. My legs have a tendancy to be cold from the knees down. At work I'm very active, I'm running back and forth, making orders, lifting things, climbing shelves, but I get faint feeling I guess. I just feel like falling over and sleeping. I can get a full nights rest and I'm still incredibly tired, caffeine doesn't help me at all. I took a 5 hour energy shot once during my 4.5 hour drive to see my boyfriend and all it did was give me the shakes so bad I had to pull over. I'm very against energy drinks, I'd say maybe once every 6 months I'll try em, I'll be disgusted and I get no energy from them. I get shooting pains from behind my head near my ears, I get thrown off balance. When I have those pains I usually just lean against whatever is closest to me until it goes away. A girl I work with has the same problem as I do with the migraines, but I'm going to a doctor sometime soon to be sure. She said it was due to stress and the brain will shut down. I try not to stress so much, but I'm stressing over work, health, financial issues, and my dad has cancer. Found out a few days ago it's benign though. =]
All of this is causing me to gain more weight. So I'm trying to eat egg white, two pieces of bacon and a slice of toast in the mornings at work. I'll snack on some yogurt and a fruit cup. I'll eat half a salad for lunch maybe, and sometimes half a sandwich if I get hungry again. Hard to diet when I'm around pastries, making sandwhiches, salads, and pouring soups. I get one smell of one of my favorites, and it's all over.