Man. Friends. Most of the time I think the concept of friends is bullshit(this has a lot to do with the fact that I don't ever really feel like I can actually connect with people. I can't feel what they are feeling, I rarely feel like anyone understands what I am feeling and how that affects me, and generally I feel apathetic towards people and in situations where I should not feel this way.), but man.
First of all, for much of the summer, a friend of mine who I had recently reconnected with has been in California. She came back a few weeks ago, and we've been hanging out a lot. She is leaving tomorow night. We are hanging out later today, and last night we hung out. Me and her, and her boyfriend and mine. And we just sat around, snacking, watching Beowulf(w/ rifftrax), and then talking about video games(Braid, Limbo, and Starcraft mostly), and then we played some Rock Band. I mean, yeah, it was a pretty average night. And it was also one of the most wonderful nights ever. I love Jon and Sara, and I'm super going to miss them. They are moving to California to go help Sara's family. Last night was so great. I just felt completely comfortable, and everything was wonderful. Jon and Sara are really good people, and I am super glad to know them.
Then there is also our friend, Davis. I love him to death, and he is my best friend. We've been trying to go visit him in Chicago, but it's been difficult getting everyone's schedules to line up. But I still super love and miss him. And man. Friends. Not such a horrible concept once you find the proper people.
Also, today is an Amanda Palmer day, and I am going to spend most of it listening to her and singing to my cats.