So the last two weeks have been rough. Some of my friends were in a car crash (they're all fine, but it was pretty scary, I had three tests, and right before spring break started last week, I learned that I did not get the RA position. I've been stuck at home with nothing to do but homework that I can't really do because I don't have a laptop. So I've been thinking a lot, which really isn't good based on the events going on lately. I don't want to be big and famous. I don't care about being an overachiever anymore. I just can't do it,every time I try to get All As or anything above a 3.5 GPA, I fail. All I want is to live my life. I don't think I want to be a science major, I've lost so much of my creativity the past three years. I do t know if I want to be some socially awkward science person or an outgoing artist type.
And now I have so much homework To do, but I don't have the willpower to do it
Sorry for the rant guts, I needed to vent