Jeph, we know you view the forums sometimes boss man. We love you big guy. I know the bulk of us are random strangers on the internet who over analyze your comic and help provide ad revenue, but we all support you, if you need any help, please, please get it. I'm in the same boat, especially with Williams, he's an idol of mine and always has been... especially because it seemed to me like he'd won... but then... I suppose you don't ever really win do you? You can't out run the monster when you're the monster.