This new update made me so happy, that I was moved enough to actually register in the forums so I could post about it. So, here's my first post ever. Sorry it's so long, and hope it makes sense.
I have ADHD (finally diagnosed in September of last year), and while it's never been stated that Emily herself has ADHD, her monologue related so heavily to things that I have felt
when trying to be myself around other people, because people do say things like that to me, all the time. People constantly refer to me, like Emily said, as weird, spacey or "random",
and though I don't think they realize it, it's incredibly belittling and dismissive. People say a lot of really hurtful, ignorant things about ADHD (not to mention my own family), right to your face,
and while I've been this way my whole life, before I just assumed that it was because I was stupid and dumb. Actually knowing my diagnosis has, in a way, made me feel worse about myself,
because it's this big, inescapable, many-faceted thing that, more often not, can be really shitty and hard to deal with. Everyone assumes ADHD just means being a bit forgetful, losing your keys
all the time and being that stereotypical "ooh SQUIRREL!" type person, but there's a lot more to it than that.
I'm in University now (going for my Bachelors in Fine Arts), and while I'm really proud that I made it there on my own, I've been coming up against a lot of opposition towards my mental disorder
from fellow students, and my own teachers, because I don't think about or create art the same way that they want me to, the way that everyone else does. "People are saying I'm not like them,
and it was a bad thing." That's something I've been having to deal with A LOT recently. It's hard and demoralizing, especially from the people that should be understanding.
I'm not ashamed to admit that this comic made me cry. It just kind of summed up a lot of the things I've been struggling with over this past year especially. Everything Emily said in the 5th panel is so
important to me, and something I really needed to hear. "I'm happy with who I am, and with how my brain works" is something I may have to get tattooed on my arm so I can look at it every
day and remind myself. It was just really, really nice to read it in a comic that I've been a fan of for years and years, from a character who is roughly the same age and gender as myself, and while
not officially written as an ADHDer, certainly shares some of it's qualities (albeit the stereotypical ones).
TLDR: Emotions were felt, representation is important, and Emily may be my new favourite.