I am actually way sadder than I thought I would be. Like, he has been ill for a long time, and knew he would not make it to old age, and I never met him personally, though I did attend a BME-BBQ once, I didn't speak with him there. I figured it would be the sort of distanced, impersonal sadness you feel when a famous person dies, but instead I actually want to have drinks, and talk about "the good old days" of BME and maybe cry.
Unfortunately, because of Shannon's influence, Stephen is in no shape to have drinks with me right now.