Dear blog thread,
Today was a good day. I went to a football match (alone due to a delayed boat, which sucked), and my favourite team played like craaap, but managed to score two goals at 80 and 89 minutes, so we won 2-1, which was amazing. It's good to do the robbing for once, instead of being robbed.
Afterwards I went to hang out at friend's house with two other people (hadn't seen a couple of them for months), and it was nice. We went to a coffee shop and talked for like 3 hours. It feels good to be a normal, sociable human being at times!
And just now I got a text message from this online friend who I've known online for like 3-4 years and text messaged a tooon the past two years, asking if he could crash at my dorm room in the middle of August. Scary stuff. I don't know what to tell him! My dorm room is tiny, about 130 ft2/12m2, with a single bed, and what if we don't get along in real life, and then have to spend time crammed together in a tiny dorm room, while things are super awkward? I'm way more shy in real life, especially with people I don't know, but he knows more about me than, well, most people. He's even talked about wanting to be more than friends some day etc., but not in a while now. I don't know what to do or what the hell I want :/ He's a good friend (one of my best), even if we've never met (some might find that weird, but whatever), and it would suck thoroughly to lose that due to real life-awkwardness, but it might also be kinda nice, maybe?