Man, how come I suck! It's the end of the first quarter and this is supposed to be my Redemption Year, because, it's junior year, and I fucked up horribly second semester of my sophomore year with a very strangely premature yet genuine case of senioritis. Also, unrequited gay love. But anyway, I have failed to actually put forth any more effort than I did before, which is frustrating because I know I don't even need to work that much harder to attain higher grades. I mean, shit, in nearly all my classes I just have high B's without trying. But here I am, with absolutely no self-discipline, killing my future. Raagrhgrhgr I think I might have to ban myself from the internet a lot this next quarter so I can balance out the semester grades into something less stupid. And I think I need to start looking at schools other than Berkeley; like, schools I can actually get into. Shit.
At least I've been productive song-wise