Dear blog thread,
First live show was last night. It was truly amazing to experience, despite a lot of things. The rehearsal nearly sent me psychotic though. The exec producer (also, show host/creator) decided to only let us know 5 hours before air time that we were supposed to all go out and buy white athletic shoes if we didn't already have them. There were various other clusterfuck things that made rehearsal shitty.
As for the show itself, it was great up until they made the decision as to which team won. My team (Red Team) lost. So Blue Team went through the process of picking somebody to eliminate. In the end, our group leader got booted. Such an epic morale killer for us all. We all adored that girl, she really brought the group together. We all cried when she got eliminated.
Then today I had to cancel plans to go have lunch with some friends, I just didn't have the energy for it. And they got all pissy at me. So that started a massive fight that I am still feeling pretty wronged over.
tl;dr this has been a shitty, shitty week with one really awesome experience. Still don't know what to make of it.
Love,
Me!