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So, recently, one of very best friend's dog died.
The weekend before, he and I were sort of supposed to hang out, but I sort of cancelled on him, by not calling or getting in touch with him at all the day of or the night before scheduled hang outs. I didn't think he'd think anything of it, because he has done it to me a few times, and our hang outs rarely go as planned. However, he contacted me that night making sure everything was ok.
Anyway, his dog died this past week, and he has been obviously really upset. He said he was going to spend this weekend hiding from the world. Later in the week, when it seemed like he was kinda cheering up, so I asked if he wanted to attempt our plans again. He agreed, and I was supposed to call him if I ended up in his neck of the woods.
I didn't, but I wanted to call him to make sure everything was alright. He is still rather down, and when I asked if he was feeling any better, he said "it's complicated." which being a worried, overbaring, motherly, overthinking girl, I kinda am concerned that it might be something more than just his dog dying.
I hate not being able to cheer people up. I've been feeling pretty up beat/not suicidally depressed lately, and he has always been there for me, and if I could I would give him at least half of my happiness to cheer him up. Sigh.