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Please, Just Let Me Die Already
bbq:
Well at the moment what I want is.. Actually, that's pretty hard to answer (this is coming from a 15 year old, btw). Well, the best I can come up with is the person I want to be with being with me.
Emaline:
"Psh" is like saying "whatevs." Or "hahaha you are so wrong."
And right now, .....I have no fucking clue what I want out of a relationship. Or even that I want one. I don't really want to spend time worrying about someone, or (god forbid)someone worry about me(which, at this current moment, is way too much to ask anyone. I feel like I shouldn't meet anyone new without first saying "just so you know, I am suicidally depressed!").
But I do want someone to go out and have fun with, and be sexual with and get cuddles from. I get enough emotional support from my friends, I don't need another person getting overly worried about me.
Does any of that make sense?
One of my closest friends(the one I was talking about earlier!) thinks that this is all a terrible idea for myself, and that I will only end up getting hurt, and being hurt worse. And that I should wait until my life is less crazy and tiring to try anything at all with anyone.
nobo:
--- Quote from: Emaline on 29 Mar 2009, 15:30 ---I get enough emotional support from my friends, I don't need another person getting overly worried about me.
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usually, but not always, the person you are in a relationship in is or becomes your closest friend, so I don't think you can have a relationship with someone and not have them worry about you, especially if you describe yourself as suicidally depressed.
That said, what I've looked for in a relationship is someone who compliments me. Its not necessary to me for us to have the same taste in music, movies, fashion, but rather a respect and understanding for each others character and personality.
tania:
for me, it isn't so much "what i look for in a relationship" as it is "what my relationships are like" cos i have always been pretty indifferent when single and don't really actively look to be with someone. all of my serious relationships started because i realised they were my closest friend and that i didn't want to experience my life without them.
Emaline:
--- Quote from: nobo on 29 Mar 2009, 15:57 ---
--- Quote from: Emaline on 29 Mar 2009, 15:30 ---I get enough emotional support from my friends, I don't need another person getting overly worried about me.
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usually, but not always, the person you are in a relationship in is or becomes your closest friend, so I don't think you can have a relationship with someone and not have them worry about you, especially if you describe yourself as suicidally depressed.
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Which is why I don't want a relationship. I don't want a relationship because I don't want someone to worry about me. I don't need another body worrying about me. But it'd be nice to have somebody to play with. Someone who I can hang out with and not have to spend a second thinking about my shitty life. I understand that my friends want me to talk about my shitty life to try to help me, but I don't want to think about it everytime I leave my house.
I don't think I'm asking for too much. I just want some dude or lady who is down with just hanging out, and fucking around. I don't want comitment. I don't want involvement. I just want to have some fun.
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