Right, so I do not ever read this thread, so I will probably not notice if you respond, but I figured this would be the best place to put this. A guy I knew committed suicide Friday by asphyxiation in a plastic bag - after a failed attempt to hang himself - and was found yesterday. I don't really know how I feel about this. I was not friends with him; in fact, pretty much everything I knew about him made my opinion of him to be "asshole". He dated my friend Rene for awhile and knocked her up twice, but when she started talking about getting married (because they had three kids [twins and another one] together) things fell apart, and after a bunch of horrible fights he hit her hard enough to paralyze her face for a couple of days, and that is when she finally left him. His mother says he's been a "tortured soul" since he was like 2 years old, but he refused to see any doctors or psychologists because he didn't trust them, and tried to do hippie yoga reiki crap for himself instead, which obviously didn't work. I know some of my other friends used to be his mates, and one of my best friends was his coworker/office partner/thing, so it has shaken them up pretty bad. I feel a little weird about it, like maybe I should feel a little sad at the passing of a human life, especially one that was obviously so troubled and alone, but then I always thought he was a dick, and this doesn't change that. I have also never known anyone who killed themselves before, so that probably has something to do with it.
On a more positive note, I got laid last night. Woo!