I am so fucking pissed off - I have busted my ass organising this treasure hunt as a "fundraiser" for our Edinburgh play (I have spent far more on it than we're likely to raise) and no one, not even my assistant stage manager, has got back to me about helping out running the goddamn thing. I cannot spend nine hours in town today, I have a job interview this afternoon for a start, and in any case I need at least two people there because one person needs to stay inside selling maps and the other needs to publicise in town.
Where the fuck is everyone and why are they all ignoring my emails, texts and calls? This sodding thing has taken me weeks to get ready and I'm damned if I'm going to cancel it but I cannot run it on my own! I was at a ball last night and I left four hours early to get some sleep so I could be up in time to do this, and I'm at another one tonight which I'm going to be late to because I'll have to stay in town to finish the stupid thing, and I am going to be exhausted at my job interview on Wednesday because the fuckers chose a date that didn't suit me and are now NOT HELPING IN ANY WAY.
Man I am so furious right now, it is 7.45am and I should be asleep for the next five hours at least but instead I am printing dozens of maps onto parchment and spitting feathers.