Wow.
Just....wow.
I feel.....I want to feel angry for Marten...I really do, because that is bullshit. If her not being able to deal with a fucking "what if" scenario is the reason for all this fucking drama, then that's bullshit. Yeah, I could understand feeling that way in the beginning, but the fact is, there WAS ALWAYS A CHOICE! He could have said no. He didn't. He wanted to be with Dora. And to wait, what, a year, that she's still insecure about it? And instead of discussing it with Both Faye and Marten, so they could attempt to find a way to make it work (Faye wants her friends to be happy, as is, I would not be surprised to see a Pissed off Faye. Marten is her best friend, and she's always been protective of him. Now he's fucking hurt. And the source of that hurt just seemed to admit that she's been stringing him along for awhile. If her guilt is the source of her anxieties they've been there since the beginning. She could have stopped it then, slowed things down at anytime but did nothing. That info would have been helpful much sooner then the sentence before she broke his heart.
And that's why I'm not angry. I've had that look before. I've felt it, I know it pretty well. So all I am is sad. Sad for Marten because a broken heart is a pain that no one should endure (though everyone will). Tomorrow will be....something.
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Jesus.