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Re: Blog Thread IIIb : Look Who's Blogging Now
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No! Actually we haven't! :mrgreen:
Carl-E:
Pics, or it didn't...
Oh, wait. Nevermind.
Patrick:
Tonight I ran into the girl I dated shortly after I moved back to this town in 2010. She and I had fantastic chemistry back then, and despite this being the first time we've really talked in over a year (some real shit happened), that much hasn't changed. I have her number again. I'm not sure what that means, but I'm glad we're on "we can talk and be friendly" terms again. She's really a great person and we just had bad timing as far as being friends is concerned. And being honest, as far as being lovers is concerned, our timing was terrible for that too.
I've got mixed but mostly positive feelings about this. Some of my feelings are on the "You've made mistakes that started out this way before" side but I've sobered up pretty dramatically since then.
I'll never understand myself enough.
VonKleist:
Ugh.. I´m such a jerk.
I was looking for a song I had recorded some years ago and couldn't find it in my files. I realized I must have sent it to my then gf via email so it should still be somewhere on my account. I deleted all of "our" mails but not the ones from the "Sent" folder, so I went looking.
So of course I couldn't find the damn file and in addition I´m depressed from reading the stupid shit from back then and asking myself why I can't fucking forget that damn person despite it being nearly 3 years. It just frustrates the fuck out of me.
I keep reminding myself that it already got loads better and I can forget about the whole thing most of the time but then some small thing comes up that reminds me how it was and I get hot-cold and my inside turns to ice.
On the other hand this shit has become so fucking mundane to me that I can't even remember how I felt before.
But then I do remember that I was even more depressed before.
But also less because I didn't have anything to miss or look forward to.
Blagh.
Time to get drunk.
Pilchard123:
--- Quote from: Patrick on 30 Nov 2012, 03:56 ---I've got mixed but mostly positive feelings about this. Some of my feelings are on the "You've made mistakes that started out this way before" side but I've sobered up pretty dramatically since then.
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I have no doubt that you've made just as many good choices that started this way before as well.
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