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Re: Blog Thread IIIb : Look Who's Blogging Now
Carl-E:
--- Quote from: VonKleist on 30 Nov 2012, 04:58 ---Ugh.. I´m such a jerk.
I was looking for a song I had recorded some years ago and couldn't find it in my files. I realized I must have sent it to my then gf via email so it should still be somewhere on my account. I deleted all of "our" mails but not the ones from the "Sent" folder, so I went looking.
So of course I couldn't find the damn file and in addition I´m depressed from reading the stupid shit from back then and asking myself why I can't fucking forget that damn person despite it being nearly 3 years.
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That's what email search engines are for. Don't do that to yourself!
lepetitfromage:
Bluhhhhhh, blog threadddd my head hurtssssssss
I'm not entirely sure what I did (or didn't do) but something is making my head hurt in the exact same way it hurt when I first started wearing my splint. My head feels......tight. Or full. I just feel a ridiculous amount of pressure between my temples. It feels a bit like my head is going to explode. Fun, huh?
I'm not sure why I'm sharing this with all of you, I think I just need to be whiney for a little while.
Zingoleb:
--- Quote from: VonKleist on 30 Nov 2012, 04:58 ---asking myself why I can't fucking forget that damn person despite it being nearly 3 years. It just frustrates the fuck out of me.
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Right? I feel obsessed - it's been three years and five days since she left me, and I'm still pining for her. I recognise it's unhealthy, that I'm idealising her, and that she's really not that good a person, but I'm still thinking about her a lot.
For what it's worth, the only reason I know the day she left me was because it was my nineteeth birthday. :-\
--- Quote from: VonKleist on 28 Nov 2012, 05:28 ---Laying flat down on the ground is oddly soothing to me.
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Cleaning is soothing to me when I'm alone. If I'm around people I have to go the crazy kid route and put on my white noise headphones and rock myself - I probably look like some autistic stereotype, but it works pretty great.
Welu:
--- Quote from: VonKleist on 30 Nov 2012, 04:58 ---... I can't fucking forget that damn person despite it being nearly 3 years. It just frustrates the fuck out of me.
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Same feels here, even got bitter a couple days ago in the Relationship Thread. Been over three years and I'm grand 99% of the time but every once in a while a memory comes back from nowhere and I feel nearly as crap as I did back then. Like you I just have to remind myself things are way better now.
You'll never forget a person that had such an impact on you but over time the feeling of the impact lessens, then the memory of the feeling of the impact lessens. At least that's how it's going for me.
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In happier news, I just finished editing a wee film I did for college! Analytical thing about film trailers over the years. It's nothing amazing but I'm still quite proud. Especially because the neighbour, the one that blares dance music with his windows open, banged on the walls at one point (click to show/hide)(He actually did it twice I realized while watching back the footage.) and I started to feel anxious but managed to think, "Screw 'em. I've got work to do." and got it done! Even managed to speak above a mumbled whisper after a few takes.
It's not even due till Monday. I'm friggin' delighted.
VonKleist:
YOu keep on doing your art nom<atter who bangs on the ceiling/floor
http://kiwi6.com/file/3v0cnga7g3
I´ll sing my little heart out.
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