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Re: Blog Thread IIIa : Look Who's Blogging Now
E. Spaceman:
I am eating a steak, this is the first time in about 6 weeks that I have been able to afford red meat
jhocking:
--- Quote from: Allybee on 08 Sep 2010, 22:04 ---and yet I'm not really happy? all my friends are pressuring me to go to therapy... I'm feeling immobilizing-ly self conscious
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--- Quote from: Allybee on 08 Sep 2010, 22:10 ---on the bright side tomorrow is thursday which means for the next 3 nights I will be inebriated and therefore alright
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Be careful. Down this road alcoholism lies.
Ladybug:
I'm pretty sure that if the alternative to having a job was eating every third day, I would not smoke weed at times I might risk getting called into work? Maybe.
I'm so satisfied with my decision to take an extra year of school where I can kinda relax, but take a couple of classes just for fun and retake a couple of previous classes to improve my grades. It feels pretty great, and I'm glad I didn't let people convince me otherwise. I have no idea what it'll do to my chances of getting a decent summer job, but who knows. At least I'm not stressing out and feeling like I'm not where I'm supposed to be.
McTaggart:
Ally you're describing a state that sounds pretty similar to one I was in a couple of years ago. I was doing what I thought I loved and I was still pretty unhappy. I couldn't bring myself to do anything that anyone might judge me on; everything from going shopping or getting a haircut to logging in to msn or facebook to doing the work I needed to pass the units that I was finding really interesting. I was drinking to loosen myself up to socialise, and I was drinking to loosen myself up enough to attempt the work I was doing.
Eventually it got to a point where I had two nights in a row of friends who deserved much better having to hold my hair and too many deadlines run far too long overdue with nothing to turn in and something clicked and I made an appointment at my uni's counselling service. A friend had mentioned it some time before but I dismissed it because "I don't like therapists" and "I can sort it out on my own". I was really apprehensive about it before hand but it really helped me to get things figured out and get on the way to getting myself in a better place. There's no shame at all in seeing a counsellor or a therapist. It's the other way around in fact; taking steps to help yourself shows a lot of strength.
I apologise if this is not my place to comment or if I misinterpreted your post, but I ended up getting terminated from my course because of how I was handling myself. I let it get too far and I lost the best opportunity I had to achieve what was my dream at the time and I'd hate for that to happen to anyone else.
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In other news my jaw has started giving me grief since getting my wisdom teeth out and I've had this strain in all the muscles around it since this morning. It was insistent to the point where I couldn't think about anything other than how much my jaw was killing me so I did something I've pretty much never done before and took one of these Panadene Forte that I got for after the surgery.
I think in my life I've taken one Panadol and it just bubbled up in my stomach and I threw it up right after. Maybe starting on the strong stuff was a bad idea because my jaw still hurts and now I have a headache that hurts about same amount too. I can concentrate though so that's ok.
Patrick:
--- Quote from: Slick on 09 Sep 2010, 04:16 ---Patrick they are boxes of things that people want to buy. You can be fairly adult about it.
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You have clearly forgotten everything about the person you're talking to, James.
--- Quote from: snalin on 09 Sep 2010, 02:50 ---Is this really a thing outside the world of sitcoms?
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Every social interaction my mother and sister have with each other is a dead remake of something that has already happened in Gilmore Girls. 'Cept my mom had my sister at the age of 31 instead of 16. I don't think my family knows what it means to be a normal family, we were all raised on television and that is why I quit watching television.
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