Okay so I'm not good with this whole socializing thing. Groups of people make me nervous, and I always find a way to stick my foot in my mouth when speaking to anyone at any gathering anywhere. So I avoid them. But this has left me kind of lonely and stuff and so I've decided I need to get out more.
I have two things I can go to this weekend. First is a fundraiser for my favorite ferret shelter at the local stand-up comedian place called Magooby's. I've already bought the tickets, just for the sake of helping out the shelter, but I can't say that I really want to go. First of all, I very recently lost 4 of my 5 ferrets due to various illnesses, mostly cancer. And everyone will want to hug me (I am so against touching) and remind me of this and it will be depressing. Also, I don't think I'll like this comedian guy much but who knows.
The second thing is a "Slumber Party" with a friend from work. As in, let's talk about sex toys and stuff kinda party. I can be open about my sex life in one-on-one conversations, and on the internet, but in front of a group of people I will shut up and not even want to say the word. Plus, I will be the youngest by a good 15 years. My co-worker, her mother, her best friend, and another co-worker that is super annoying will be there. I don't know that I'm okay with that group of people, especially when it concerns sexy things.
I don't really want to go to these things but I also don't want to miss out on the little bit of social interaction available to me.