Dear blag,
That woman keeps yanking my emotions around on a fucking chain. God I'm so glad it is over. I can move on to somebody who isn't, in short, frank terms, a complete whore. I mean for fuck's sake, she cheated on her Other with (at yesterday's count) 6 people. 6 goddamn partners ASIDE from the person she was "officially" dating. That's twice as many as I've had in my LIFE, and she does all of this in just the space of a year. Fucking... yeah, no, I'm better off dead than with her. Fortunately, I don't feel any need to pick between the two.
I just don't understand how I allowed myself to think that this time, she'd be any different. I don't think she's ever been faithful to even one boyfriend, ever. And the guy she cheated on me with? God, the idea of being within even 2 feet of her is so utterly repulsive to me now that I can't even be friends with her. Not after all the reassurances and the lies. At least now I know what tone of voice and demeanor she uses when she lies.
My roomie and I have spent the evening sipping on peppermint schnapps (not sure how we wound up acquiring this stuff...) and talking about whatever is up.
Love,
Me!