I am many things when drunk. Definitely this resonates with me:
I like people better when I've been drinking, but if you say something dumb I"m more likely to be an ass to you about it, but in a joking fashion. I wish I could be so honest and yet accepting when I'm sober. I have reflected on things and realized that I am more pleasant to be around when I have been drinking, and I am fully aware that this is sort of sad.
So pathetically true of yours truly. A am a bitter, cynical person who doesn't like most people very much. I'm passionate about too many things, intolerant enough of others to irritate myself and somewhat agoraphobic (not when drunk
). Having said that if you met me you would be surprised as I'm pretty good at being personable. But ANYway, when drunk I generally feel magnanimous, am capable of admitting to being happy/having positive feelings without cringing, am more confident and actually willing to call people out on all the things I usually just internally wince at.
My biggest problem though is that when I'm drunk I want to fuck everything in sight. Or more accurately I am easily attracted to people alcohol or no and alcohol makes it
really hard to stop myself. I have ended up stroking legs and breasts of most female friends who will let me, kissing and nuzzling necks of both men and women. Honestly, give me two beers and people I respect and I'd be up for a big orgy. I love sex for the sake of the thrill but that is not allowed me any more
I don't get violent but I get very keen on fighting. I am a natural fighter, love fighting in the ring, but have never been in a street fight. This is probably partially because whenever people get bulshy I get quite keen for them to hit me so I can hit them back. Bullies can tell. Dammit. lol
The other thing I hate is the depressive drunk. My relationship with my partner is very stable and loving but we have some communication issues and I have a major guilt-complex so many times I have got drunk and ended up sobbing "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry" for like 3 hours before I'm finally unconscious. I HATE this
Finally, as you can probably see I'm even more rambly than usual