see my substance abuse problems can be blamed on two things ...
1. my profession and hopefully choosen future profession (aka being a make-up artist currently means i mix with hairdressers and beauty industry types, and those are some crazy mixed up kids... there is no such thing as a sober person in the pretty industry, cause theres so much ugly out there you have to dull it with substance abuse. Also my current studying of law and the attending of many a law ball or cocktail party has made me realise that if your nto an alcoholic by 30 then you don't fit in with the rest of the profession, also cocaine habits are glamorous)
2. Enablers.... dating various nightclub and restaurant types is a bad idea, cause the booze is always free-flowing. Also don't ever become friends with the shady type who earns alot of money but you can't quite put your finger on how....
and thus ends todays therapy session/life lesson for the younger ones ....... i'm gunna go grab a vodka on the rocks and chase it down with a handful of xanax