I say yes, keep it all! One can never have too much mascara
Unless it's like, overwhelming your space. But I think you'd need at least a couple hundred of them to do that. But, I digress....safe travels! I'm glad the day has finally come, I know you've been waiting for this!
Blog thread....I am stressed out. Lots. And lots. My apartment is insane right now because
A) I decided to pull out all my warm weather clothes to find an engagement shoot outfit for this coming weekend
B) I haven't put away laundry that I washed last weekend- after not putting it away the last time I washed it either
C) My friends and family threw me a suprise bridal shower on Sunday (yay! but lots of stuff to find a home for lol)
D) I have been too overwhelmed to do any cleaning
I think the state of my apartment says a lot about my brain and what its current climate is. On the way to the gym Tuesday, Nick and I got into a fight because the guy I bought my wedding ring from gave me a certificate of authenticity instead of the appraisal that I was supposed to get. Somehow this was my fault. It turned into a big meltdown and I refused to get out of the car to work out because I was crying and couldn't stop. It wasn't even that big of an argument, I just couldn't handle anything at that point. Nick went into the gym to work out but came out 15 minutes later, drove me home and then went for a run while I slept it off. We're fine now but I think this week has just been rough in general. I'm super hormonal and ready to just kill things and then crawl under a rock and hide.
Plus, there are projects that JUST WILL NOT END. We've tried to order favors at least 4 times now. First ones were out of stock everywhere we went, second ones were magnet frames that had dysfunctional magnets, third ones were $79 and shipping was $200 (helllooooo scam), fourth ones never shipped because they didn't have enough in stock and never bothered to tell us, fifth ones couldn't be shipped anywhere other than stores in Arizona, California and Texas and sixth ones won't even be shipped to this country. And those are only the ones we "decided" on. I've probably looked at hundreds of 4x6 frames in the last 6 months. Have to put together bridesmaids' gifts too....and buy stencils to etch the groomsmens' steins. And a garter. BLurgrhh. I keep forgetting to send the deposit to the hair place too. Decided against makeup...I can do my own. Fuck spending $75 to get my makeup done professionally. Those people can kiss my ass. The paper flower project doesn't seem to be ending either....so much cutting, folding and gluing.....
The insurance bullshit I posted forever ago is STILL happening. No one from our insurance company is receiving anything we send them. I think they're just stalling because they don't want to shell out $3K. They want me to give up instead.
I haven't had time to go to the gym in almost a week. I neeeeeeeeed to get back. I've also been eating everything in sight. Perhaps that is why I'm feeling nauseous. It's my body's way of telling me to stop being so mean to it.
*sigh*
I went dress shopping last Saturday and broke down in the fitting room at JC Penney. Nothing was working at all. I couldn't find anything I wanted at all, and then when I found cute stuff in my size, none of it fit over my boobs. And the ones that did made me look and feel like I was being suffocated. I wanted to find 3 things before leaving the mall- a new purse because the strap on my current one keeps randomly flying off and making my purse fall on the ground at the most inopportune moments, a rehearsal dinner dress and a pair of shoes for the wedding. I left with a diet coke, cookies and swedish fish. Jeez, everything is about food lately. I even tried to guesstimate yesterday whether or not 55 boxes of lemon heads would fill our bathtub.
I haven't been sleeping well either. Tossing and turning, feeling like my skin is crawling...not being able to fall asleep, stay asleep or feel even vaguely rested when I wake up. I'm generally pretty exhausted and can sleep for 15 hours if I don't have to be awake for anything, but I've been getting by on 7-8 hours pretty regularly. Not this week....
I just feel like a mess. Everything is a mess right now......my home, my desk at work, my coupon situation, my brain, my body....
Complain, complain, complain, wah, wah, wah.....sorry guys. My first big post in a while and it's just full of bitching and moaning.
I'm hoping to use Saturday after our engagement shoot to tie up all my loose ends. *sigh*
(edited for stupid typo)