Recently (this weekend, after an accidental episode of drunken makeouts) I've been talking to a girl I have known on and off for 2 years, and every time we talk I wind up finding another thing about her that I like. It's really nice, because I don't generally click on a personal this easily with people, let alone the opposite sex. And I'll be honest, there's that exhilarating butterflies thing going on, and it feels pretty nice.
Not sure how well this whole thing is going to fit in with my plans to permanently avoid romantic type stuff though. I've already told her that I'm not ready for much of anything, and that I doubt I'll ever be. But she lives in SF, goes to SF State, has plans to study abroad for a semester as well as travel abroad elsewhere for fun over the summer. So I really don't have much to worry about right now.
I don't like being conflicted like this. I've been straightforward about things, and I don't see my perspective changing anytime soon. But I do actually kinda dig this gal, and if I were in a better place/mindset for it, I'd be down to give her a shot.