May, that's great!!! Congrats and good luck

Blog Thread,
Life is ridiculous right now. In a weird way. I'm not quite sure if I'm dealing with things on a "normal" level instead of over thinking or if it's just well disguised avoidance. This post is the first time I've actually acknowledged that something is not quite going as it should. My office is moving in 7 business days and it's a total zoo here. Everyone is running around like a maniac, the place is a wreck, I've not done any -real- work in the last week and I've been put in charge of our off-site records storage facility. And all the records that will be going in it.

This would be great if I got some additional compensation for taking on another (huge) responsibility, but since I have no job description, I feel like my job description is "do everything in this office that no one else wants to do".
On top of work being insanity, wedding planning has all but hit a brick wall on my end. I started out strong and really got into it- turning it into an expression of Nick and I, a fun project to put together and an exercise in saving money. I made spreadsheets, checklists, pinterest boards, resource binders, etc (yeah, yeah....a little nuts). But I kinda OD-ed on the wedding-ness after a while. Nick has been doing more than I have and I feel bad but I think I'm just discouraged that a photographer is so damn expensive. I need to look at the portfolios of a few photographers, write down the ones I like, contact them for rates, look at the people that Nick emailed that are in our budget, narrow down both of those lists and choose a damn photographer. Not that hard, but just so damn daunting. Plus....that's the last really big "thing" before I get to do creative stuff. But....it's been a while since I've made any art (outside of a sculpy black cat as part of our cake topper- and that has to be redone anyway). So, I guess I'm feeling a little bit nervous about being rusty.
Oh and blog thread- I've also been feeling pukey! Isn't that great? Actually, it's more like gag-y but I don't like the way that sounds. Every once in a while I'll just get so disgusted by something and gag out of nowhere- and it's not even stuff that is that gross. And nothing really out of the ordinary- taking hair out of the shower drain, cutting chicken up to cook for dinner, thinking about a container of leftovers....even just eating certain things in general. I don't know what it is and it's annoying the hell out of me. I had an appetite at lunch for the first time today in a while and I ordered a chicken salad sandwich and a side salad. I got the the sandwich fine, but for some reason, after a few minutes, just thinking about the salad made me gag. I love salad!!!

I've had 2 people tell me that it sounds like I'm pregnant, but I am 99% certain that is not the case. I thought it might be the fact that my meds were increased and it might be a side effect but I went back down to my original dose and I'm still feeling icky.
I'm worried that this is my mouth's reaction to knowing that I will soon be wearing a "device" 24/7 to correct my TMJ. Or that maybe I'm actually sick, but outside of being exhausted from prepping the office move, I don't feel thaaat bad.
(In completely unrelated news, I also gave our bong a hardcore cleaning 2 days ago and it is beautiful. And
such a pleasure to smoke out of. Part of me wanted to start up a Toking thread, but wasn't sure how useful it would be. I mean, there are hundreds, if not thousands of forums dedicated to it)
