Hey blog thread, this will be long. Apologies.
So we've been having a lot of computer problems at work, like our program that we use for everything keeps freezing and we have to shut down all the stations and the server and restart them in order to fix it. (Which, for retail is NOT GOOD.) But anyways, so we've been having these problems and also someone at one of the other stores quit Monday. So the server freezes, again, this morning so my manager had to call the owner. He basically gives her a laundry list of shit that's been going wrong and how she needs to fix it. (Computer problems totally not our fault, but what are you gonna do.) So nobody is in a good mood when I get to work, including me, because I was told I'm going to a funeral Saturday.
Anywho. My manager gives me and my coworker the laundry list o' shit (none of which really was directed at me personally) and then gives us some REALLY crappy news. Since the district manager is going to be doing interviews for the girl that quit at another store, the owner told her that if she finds any good potential employees that she should feel free to replace people who need to be replaced. Which basically means that my coworker and I could possibly be fired within the next few weeks. Hearing this with the news I got this morning, the stress that's been building up for weeks at work because of the effing computers, and also stress from grad school hunting, I broke down as I was told this and had to spend about a half an hour in the basement trying to stop crying. When I finally do, I go back up but spend the rest of the day feeling like utter shit with a massive headache.
So basically once I pulled myself together I decided that it's time to find another job. I've been there over a year and have seen 5 other people come and go and I just can't take the owner's temper tantrums any more. I've never had a job that's made me cry out of frustration and I've done it twice in the past week and a few times in the past month. Hopefully since people are hiring for the holidays, I'll be able to find a seasonal job or maybe even a temp job. Luckily I haven't been fired yet, so I don't have to worry about being unemployed while I hunt around.
(Also, if you don't know, I work in an art supply store. This shit is stupid.)