and also i didn't care about this game from the beginning
the only reason i keep playing is on the off-chance i get a special role, but that has literally never happened outside of the one time i was a killer. 8 games, and 7 of them i was bored. that's really not a good streak, so i'm honestly just opting out of these mafia games (or, well, not opting in, technically)
especially since people don't know how to play games and make it just excruciatingly boring (Loki, you're the number one exception that comes to mind)